It all comes down to one question for me: Is the stress of moving and making a Big Transition greater than the stress of staying in a Sucky Job but having stability?
Yesterday, a co-worker said to me, "Well, I didn't vomit today [from anxiety caused by work]!" and my response: "And I didn't cry today!". That is a sad statement when you gauge a good day as being one where you don't vomit or cry from stress and misery caused by the school environment... sigh.
I keep going back and forth over looking for another job... should I stick it out or leave?... should I stay in Chengdu or go elsewhere in China?... it has been so damn hard here, should I just give up and leave China...?
Pros and Cons of Staying at GA in Chengdu
Interesting package of tea - no clue what the big seeds may be; me and my peeps; our motto at school - sad but true.
...Small actions in a dynamic system will trigger vast and unexpected changes