I’m feeling pretty stressed about all I have to do in the next 8 days!! I know I can do it (I don’t have a choice LOL) but it sure would be easier if I held onto my truck one more day and didn’t have to spend all day in Houston tomorrow! I have so much packing and organizing to do! I still need boxes! I have to run to FedEx and make sure I have copies (extra copies) of EVERTHING so there is no hold up at the Consulate tomorrow. Still need to sell my bike and some other stuff, donate a whole bunch of stuff... aagh!
And my heart is feeling hurt about the recent interaction with some close family not my FTW people!) who just don’t give a damn about me... it’s something I’ve known a long time, but it has been reinforced recently with my move to China. On the bright side, I am grateful that I have a portion of family who care for me and love me. I am grateful for wonderful friends who care for me and love me. I am grateful that I have achieved enough financial prosperity that I can afford the extra $$ I’m shelling out for the move and visa and going out with friends and family. I’m grateful that I can afford the car service and rental cars I need now that I sold the truck. I sold the truck! Whoo Hoo! For a bit more than I expected, too! I’m grateful that it is all coming together and working out. I’m grateful—sooooooooverrrrrrrygratefulllllllll—for this new teaching position in China! China! I am so grateful I am moving to China! And Paris! I get to spend FOUR FULL DAYS in Paris!!! It may be harried and hurried, but I CAN DO IT ALL—I can do everything I need to do before I leave in 8 days, 4 hours, and 29 minutes!!! Aagh! I need to stop writing my gratitude here and go pack! LOL! And I’m grateful I feel better, now that I have remembered everything for which I am grateful, and written it here on the “paper” of my blog! I needed a wave of gratitude to get me out of the “fear” of not finishing everything and the sadness of rejection. 我能行 Wo Neng Xing! je peux le faire! 나는 그것을 할 수있다! I can do it!
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