...That I am not a person!
Life takes care of Life
Grace will move to meet me as I reach
Water hits a rock, and it doesn't argue, it flows around.
I can be happy wherever I am, even in the cold dreariness of Chengdu; even at this job that is misery.
I need to:
Keep my attention on the fact that I am life.
Ask Grace to Open my heart
Keep my attention inside
Keep my attention on my heart
All the benevolent forces of the universe are with me
I am getting attached to circumstances at school again-- attached to the need to have my work environment be positive and fulfilling.
I need to remember who I am, and that I get in trouble when I forget that.
Maintain my positive habits, so that the momentum of negative habits do not sink my awareness.
... asana, pranayama, meditation and the true Self.