It's not who I was. It's who I am... and That I AM has the combined potential of all the Universe to become all that I WILL BE! It's been over one year since I left the U.S.A for China, by way of Paris. This means it has been over one year since I ran! Aarrgh. But that time is gone, so why lament? I have Now. I Am Now! I pulled on my running shoes with the intention of meeting my former Self. I boarded my treadmill prepared to depart the past and create someone new, or to paraphrase Mooji, unbecoming to be my Self. I warmed up to run toward freedom, to run toward my Self. I celebrated the past year by picking up --once again-- one of my best habits. The one I left in Texas. I ran 2.4 km. (1.5 mi.) after intending to run 1 mile! I am addicted again!! This is what three weeks in Rishikesh has gifted me: freedom, uncovering my Self again, and physical health. I am so grateful. As I looked out onto a half-built condo construction site, as grey as the polluted skies of this city, I thought to myself: my physical health, my emotional well-being, and my mental faculties DESERVE more than this polluted, overcrowded, nature-less mega-opolis!
Look out, because when I am running. I can do anything! And I truly feel EMPOWERED once again-- physically, emotionally, psychologically. I found the answer, and it helped me transform--not back into my Old Self, because that Self is in the past -- into my Truth, which is my Eternal Self. Changeless and Immortal. And the physical part loves running! And now I can't stop!! Yay! I have found my yoga again. I have found my Self again. I have found the Runner again. I am so grateful! I am an August Virgo. I am Sun Wukong, the monkey sign. I am a Goddess.
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